Wednesday, May 19, 2010

new day.

Starlight - Muse

It's funny how I feel so much closer to people I've known for less than a year now than to those I've known for over four.  Is it because I've spent a lot of time with them in a matter of 8 months?  Or is it because we share the same interests?  I'm not quite sure.  What I do know is that with the people I've met recently, I am more of myself than I ever was.  I wish I had met them earlier.  Sometimes I wonder.  But then again, I wouldn't go back to change a single thing.  Because that would mean things now would be different, and I don't want that.    I love life right now.  More than ever, and I'm sad that I'm apart from the friends that helped make it that way, but it won't be too bad.  It's just a summer, and I've got things to do...

summer break...


Seoul Song by So Nyeo Shi Dae and Super Junior. It's not exactly about summer, but who cares, it makes me think of summer. Partly because I only ever go to Seoul in the summer. And the song just makes me happy. It makes me want to take a walk in the city with a camera, and just balk in the smog and traffic jams. lol. Not to sound sarcastic, but you know what I mean. *sigh I miss Korea. I'll just have to make do for now, I guess. We have a Main Street... does that count...?

My summer this year...: work (hopefully; application is still pending), dance, sleep, repeat. That's how it's looking right now. Maybe I'll throw a couple of trips in there somewhere. And by couple I mean one. *sigh "couple" sounded so good there, too. But it's too much of a reach, I guess.

Oh yea, I just finished my first year of college. Awesome. So summer is a little different now, in a sense. Now I have to worry about paying for next year. Oh, money. You are a nuisance in so many ways. But we can't help but to love ya. I guess that's why you make life so difficult. Because so many people are so in love with you. On the brighter side, I've met a ton of new people, and made a lot of new friends, and I picked up dancing, which has - I think - changed me for the better. Not to mention it's a fun little way to pass time. And it led to the name of this blog (I like it a lot if that hasn't hit you yet).

But yes, summer.  Hope it doesn't fly by too fast, you know, it's not like anything ever does, just saying...