Lately my sleep schedule's been...off. So much so that I really don't know if I qualify as night person or a morning person. It's all one in the same now. My nights blend into mornings and I feel no desperate need to crawl into bed unless I'm to the point where I'm so tired, I'm angry. I wonder if this is some sort of psychological disorder. Perhaps.
At the moment I am about to get breakfast, and the plan is to eat, possibly listen to another MCB lecture, hopefully listen to another MCB lecture (because I have a seemingly inherent disability in terms of being productive during normal hours), look over PSYC notes, go to class, take my quiz, try not to get angry, and depending on my state of mind after PSYC (most likely: Horrendous) I will try to make it to my last and most glorious MCB lecture of the semester. Last, but my first in a very, very long time. Hence: glorious (and, I predict: Infuriating, capital "I"). Maybe I'll even make it to the optional CHEM class where we'll spend however many of the fifty minutes making things that will go "boom."
However, all this is very hopeful, if not foolish. I'd say mostly foolish, because I'm quite awake and aware at the moment, but who's to say it's going to last? At all? But it's the thought that counts, no? And let's face it. That last one, CHEM class? probably not gonna live to see it happen.
...maybe I'll slip a shower in here somewhere. ;]
Showing posts with label sleep. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sleep. Show all posts
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Thursday, November 4, 2010
습관.
So... let's try to make this a daily thing. Hopefully I will have some sort of post up every day. Time permitting. Most likely I'll make time by sleeping a little less (?), so no worries. You will get to hear me ramble every day.
The main reason I'm doing this is because I want something consistent. Rather, I want the feeling of consistency (and productivity?). I don't mean that I want routine, just that feeling of doing consistently well, being consistently productive, not wasting time. Because lately, that is something I don't have. Hopefully doing this will help me get that feeling and get everything else back on track - not that it isn't on track, I just don't feel honky-dory about it. So why don't I feel the honky-dory-ness? Mainly it's because I've fallen into several habits lately that I must and WILL break.
Some habits of mine:
1) I sleep late. - Nowadays, I rarely sleep before 4 or 5 in the morning. I am either legitimately studying, or I'm "studying." I partially blame this on wanting more time, therefore staying up late and getting up (relatively) at the same time makes me feel better about the fact that the days go by so fah-reakin fast.
2) I (sometimes) skip class. - An adverse affect of sleeping late. I like to snooze. And then I unknowingly turn my alarm off. And then I wake up 5 minutes before my class is supposed to start. And then I spew a plethora of expletives at the morning air (and/or myself) and fall back asleep. Wash, rinse, repeat. ...Shit.
3) I like to take naps. - See a trend here? Little sleep means I most likely take a nap during the day. Maybe even at night? Which means later that night.. not so tired. Therefore I sleep late. Wash, rinse, repeat. ...Fuck.
I guess these are the main three that have contributed to my shitty feeling. But it's ok, 'cause like I said, they will be broken. And pronto. No more of this nocturnal business. Lol (as I write this at 5 in the morning). We'll see how it goes.
Linkin Park. An old love of mine. My first addiction.
Linkin Park - Breaking the Habit
The main reason I'm doing this is because I want something consistent. Rather, I want the feeling of consistency (and productivity?). I don't mean that I want routine, just that feeling of doing consistently well, being consistently productive, not wasting time. Because lately, that is something I don't have. Hopefully doing this will help me get that feeling and get everything else back on track - not that it isn't on track, I just don't feel honky-dory about it. So why don't I feel the honky-dory-ness? Mainly it's because I've fallen into several habits lately that I must and WILL break.
Some habits of mine:
1) I sleep late. - Nowadays, I rarely sleep before 4 or 5 in the morning. I am either legitimately studying, or I'm "studying." I partially blame this on wanting more time, therefore staying up late and getting up (relatively) at the same time makes me feel better about the fact that the days go by so fah-reakin fast.
2) I (sometimes) skip class. - An adverse affect of sleeping late. I like to snooze. And then I unknowingly turn my alarm off. And then I wake up 5 minutes before my class is supposed to start. And then I spew a plethora of expletives at the morning air (and/or myself) and fall back asleep. Wash, rinse, repeat. ...Shit.
3) I like to take naps. - See a trend here? Little sleep means I most likely take a nap during the day. Maybe even at night? Which means later that night.. not so tired. Therefore I sleep late. Wash, rinse, repeat. ...Fuck.
I guess these are the main three that have contributed to my shitty feeling. But it's ok, 'cause like I said, they will be broken. And pronto. No more of this nocturnal business. Lol (as I write this at 5 in the morning). We'll see how it goes.
Linkin Park. An old love of mine. My first addiction.
Linkin Park - Breaking the Habit
Friday, October 15, 2010
0440
---4:40 AM---
Ok. I'm gonna go to sleep eventually tonight. But not at the moment.
I seem to (apparently) have this thing where even though I know I'm going to be hella tired the next day, I don't feel the need to hurry to bed. Yea. Wtf.
Anyway, I've finished what I meant to finish tonight, and because I spent just about all of this week studying, and because I'm going to spend basically all of next week studying, I've decided to take tomorrow/today off. yay.
So.. day off means doing choreo... lol. Which, by the way, I cannot wait for. I haven't danced in a while thanks to exams, but tomorrow is the day. Gonna choreo, maybe (hopefully) learn a new dance, and RELAX. what an idea.
---5:27 AM---
Looks like I'll be downstairs for a little bit more cause the Koreans down here are going outside for a cigarette (go figure) and they need me to open the door for them. Apparently they don't live here? Why are they here? um...
Anyway, I figured out what song I'm going to do choreography for next (I actually just made a tentative mix for the first dance for Nightlife scene - life is so much more productive in the wee hours of the night/morning), AAAnd what dance I want to learn next. I'm so excited! Can't wait.
---5:32 AM---
Koreans are back in the building... that was fast. aaand I'm still not going upstairs yet. I guess I just wanted to talk about them. that they smoke. and they're fast. cuz that's news.
---5:41 AM---
oh. um.. just cuz I always have a song with my posts...
I actually haven't listened to these guys in a while, and I was reminded of them by their concert poster that was up (they're performing here!), so I went back and listened to them.. and remembered why they're so awesome.
30 Seconds to Mars - Night of the Hunter
---5:50 AM---
GOOD NIGHT.
Ok. I'm gonna go to sleep eventually tonight. But not at the moment.
I seem to (apparently) have this thing where even though I know I'm going to be hella tired the next day, I don't feel the need to hurry to bed. Yea. Wtf.
Anyway, I've finished what I meant to finish tonight, and because I spent just about all of this week studying, and because I'm going to spend basically all of next week studying, I've decided to take tomorrow/today off. yay.
So.. day off means doing choreo... lol. Which, by the way, I cannot wait for. I haven't danced in a while thanks to exams, but tomorrow is the day. Gonna choreo, maybe (hopefully) learn a new dance, and RELAX. what an idea.
---5:27 AM---
Looks like I'll be downstairs for a little bit more cause the Koreans down here are going outside for a cigarette (go figure) and they need me to open the door for them. Apparently they don't live here? Why are they here? um...
Anyway, I figured out what song I'm going to do choreography for next (I actually just made a tentative mix for the first dance for Nightlife scene - life is so much more productive in the wee hours of the night/morning), AAAnd what dance I want to learn next. I'm so excited! Can't wait.
---5:32 AM---
Koreans are back in the building... that was fast. aaand I'm still not going upstairs yet. I guess I just wanted to talk about them. that they smoke. and they're fast. cuz that's news.
---5:41 AM---
oh. um.. just cuz I always have a song with my posts...
I actually haven't listened to these guys in a while, and I was reminded of them by their concert poster that was up (they're performing here!), so I went back and listened to them.. and remembered why they're so awesome.
30 Seconds to Mars - Night of the Hunter
---5:50 AM---
GOOD NIGHT.
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
at war with dream.
So. Hoping this wakes me up a little bit.
Downloaded a song by Jay Park, and it took me a couple listens to realize that it's actually former 2PM member Jay Park. I did recognize the name, but listening, I just thought "I didn't know there was another artist named Jay Park." This was partly because I didn't have a very high opinion of Jay Park's singing, and this one wasn't half bad, so it kinda went against my predisposition. And part of it was 'cause he's not the only one singing. But anyhow, it's not half bad.
See for yourself.
Speechless - Jay Park
And he has another single called 'Bestie' that's also decent. Apparently the studio version isn't out yet though, so no vid.
Oh, and this failed at the waking up, but whatever.
I suppose I will go to bed in a little bit..
SIGH. my mortal enemy. why must you be so difficult?
Downloaded a song by Jay Park, and it took me a couple listens to realize that it's actually former 2PM member Jay Park. I did recognize the name, but listening, I just thought "I didn't know there was another artist named Jay Park." This was partly because I didn't have a very high opinion of Jay Park's singing, and this one wasn't half bad, so it kinda went against my predisposition. And part of it was 'cause he's not the only one singing. But anyhow, it's not half bad.
See for yourself.
Speechless - Jay Park
And he has another single called 'Bestie' that's also decent. Apparently the studio version isn't out yet though, so no vid.
Oh, and this failed at the waking up, but whatever.
I suppose I will go to bed in a little bit..
SIGH. my mortal enemy. why must you be so difficult?
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